Feeling suffocated, the level of stress have reached my limit
After 2 day of lesson I knew I couldn’t hang on
When I try doing essay, it took me 2 hour thinking and researching but yet still stuck on 1st paragraph
I know that if this were to continue frequently, in fact for 19 months, I’m gonna go bonkers
Ya is true that no exam, why should I fear of failing
But the essay determine my pass/fail
Imagine for the rest of the 19 month whenever I do the essay my mind was all about the $25K
Sooner or later I might diagnosed with depression, for sure

So, I gave up my dream, the opportunity and sponsorship
I was lucky enough not to have to pay single cents for terminating the contract
Once bitten twice shy
If I were to come across anything that is gonna do with bond/contract, I will think thrice think wise think likewise
I can’t imagine if I need to pay the $25K
But thank god, it is settled and over

So the big problem is here
I spend my “future money” buying queen size mattress & bedframe
To think my first pay from the KU is gonna appear on 29 April
Spend and spend happily then now, left with pathetic few hundreds to survive me for don’t know how long, till I find my next job
Moral of the story: When spending future money, think thrice 要三思

Hope everything will go smoothly from now on
Let me find my ideal job please~


So this above picture are my classmate/colleague
Really great people there
Is a pity I can't join them in growing up (From apprentice to teacher)
But life goes on...