After so much of waiting, result finally published
Out of the 3 years, my final semester result is the best one
All of my module grades since year 1 were all “C” and “D”
Today when I see my result, the sense of achievement was there
At least I know hard work is paid off
My greatest sense of achievement was my FYP
From my previous team with Benggggg Siang was actually a ‘C+’
Now with fatboy I scored a ‘B+’ :))))
My 2 confident modules also scored a ‘B’
Why is it accumulative GPA? If not I would have a higher GPA
Nevertheless, I’m contented *smile and die peacefully*

Ya, I’m always the borderline case
Since PSLE, aggregate was just nice 192 to go to an express stream
Then O level, 26 point just nice to get me to poly
Now GPA 2.23, just nice also
Don’t know should I count myself lucky or should I say my standard are meant to be borderline
This is depressing sometimes

Now that I signed the 3 years contract
I’m actually regretting
Not because that I have no interest
But is the stress
When half your class is actually a degree holder from NUS, SIM
When everyone just seems way better than me
Negative thoughts striking in
The angel inside me says “I can pass my Diploma in RP, I can definitely pass this
The devil will add “But I will never gonna make it. My English is not gonna make it”
The hopeless feeling who understand?
I don't wish to grow up