Today seriously is mental torture
One month no run, no train and I got a hard time today
Everything start from scratch
Like how I struggle in year one, playing with my own mental
I witness my own 狼狈的样子

In my mind I’m thinking
“Actually I can go work now and enjoy my Aglio Olio/Margarita pizza”
“I can happily go work and see my 鄭伊健”
“I can work more with more $$ coming in at the end of the month”
“But… why am I here doing this”

Everytime when my mental cannot take it
I will tell myself “Just quit, Just de”
But everytime without fail, I say but doesn’t have the courage to do so
Since year one, I say I wanna quit
But until now I’m still here struggling and ranting the same old thing

狼狈 anot?
More 狼狈 than how Winson pick the coin
More 狼狈 than how Zijian do pull up and run 6km
More 狼狈 than how Egoh run the marathon
Wa, just 狼狈 only sia me

Today only first day of training and I already wanna slit myself le
I wonder how the water training will be like
狼狈 doing k1 for 27km is no joke
Eh, not 狼狈 is 孤單北半球
AHHHHHH, fml