I’m scared to move on because
I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else
You’ll pop up and ruin it.
Everytime like that.
Tsk
Ruin it by telling me that you want me (act yi ke)
and that you’re sorry (kns, like real)
and that you like me “kinda a lot,”
and that you miss me “kinda a lot.”
I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him
but of course I’ll still want you
and that will make me start crying all the time
end up losing the best relationship I ever had
just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl.
The worst part about all of this?
I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked
you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take.

So what should I do?