Why will I
Looking back
I have stayed in canoe for almost a year
Gone through hell
Telling myself I wanna achieve something in poly life
Not just completing a diploma
Money?
I can earn after I graduate
But experience in canoe
I will never find it after poly
This is what will make me stay

Why will I not
I’m so broke
Everything needs money
Just transport and food make me broke
Chalet need money
People bday like a many uh
Capsize also need money
Tell me tell me
Where to find so much money?
Holiday people earning so much money
Can change laptop
For me?
Even wanna change a laptop bag also thinks twice
Ahhhh fuck, contradicting myself

Tell me what to do instead