Feeling suffocated, the level of stress have reached my limit
After 2 day of lesson I knew I couldn’t hang on
When I try doing essay, it took me 2 hour thinking and researching but yet still stuck on 1st paragraph
I know that if this were to continue frequently, in fact for 19 months, I’m gonna go bonkers
Ya is true that no exam, why should I fear of failing
But the essay determine my pass/fail
Imagine for the rest of the 19 month whenever I do the essay my mind was all about the $25K
Sooner or later I might diagnosed with depression, for sure

So, I gave up my dream, the opportunity and sponsorship
I was lucky enough not to have to pay single cents for terminating the contract
Once bitten twice shy
If I were to come across anything that is gonna do with bond/contract, I will think thrice think wise think likewise
I can’t imagine if I need to pay the $25K
But thank god, it is settled and over

So the big problem is here
I spend my “future money” buying queen size mattress & bedframe
To think my first pay from the KU is gonna appear on 29 April
Spend and spend happily then now, left with pathetic few hundreds to survive me for don’t know how long, till I find my next job
Moral of the story: When spending future money, think thrice 要三思

Hope everything will go smoothly from now on
Let me find my ideal job please~


So this above picture are my classmate/colleague
Really great people there
Is a pity I can't join them in growing up (From apprentice to teacher)
But life goes on...

After so much of waiting, result finally published
Out of the 3 years, my final semester result is the best one
All of my module grades since year 1 were all “C” and “D”
Today when I see my result, the sense of achievement was there
At least I know hard work is paid off
My greatest sense of achievement was my FYP
From my previous team with Benggggg Siang was actually a ‘C+’
Now with fatboy I scored a ‘B+’ :))))
My 2 confident modules also scored a ‘B’
Why is it accumulative GPA? If not I would have a higher GPA
Nevertheless, I’m contented *smile and die peacefully*

Ya, I’m always the borderline case
Since PSLE, aggregate was just nice 192 to go to an express stream
Then O level, 26 point just nice to get me to poly
Now GPA 2.23, just nice also
Don’t know should I count myself lucky or should I say my standard are meant to be borderline
This is depressing sometimes

Now that I signed the 3 years contract
I’m actually regretting
Not because that I have no interest
But is the stress
When half your class is actually a degree holder from NUS, SIM
When everyone just seems way better than me
Negative thoughts striking in
The angel inside me says “I can pass my Diploma in RP, I can definitely pass this
The devil will add “But I will never gonna make it. My English is not gonna make it”
The hopeless feeling who understand?
I don't wish to grow up

A quarter of 2012 going to be over just like that
Consider the month of March a fruitful one
Get to catch up with my favorite group of people always a good one
Celebrated with 3 March babies this month
Everyone’s getting busy and most of them found their job
From 无所事事 all becoming 大忙人
Getting result on the 30th, suddenly feel so scare and a lot of “what if” pop out of my mind
Hate to overthink
越想越多越残

ZOO
One of the places we plan to go and today finally fulfill
First time I happily overslept by 2 hour and make fatboy wait at interchange
2 hour of waiting and fatboy never spam call me and wake me up
He is the most patience creature I’ve ever met




With him around, I'll never get lost


TOO HEAVY TO FLOAT
I tell him this refering to him
Hehehehehehe


I find my fatboy specially handsome in this picture
Cause cannot see dudu, cannot see double chin
Hahaha












Enjoyed myself today
I’m happy with my life now
我很幸福

So this guy makes me angry yesterday night
He apologise but I said that sorry are just words
So today, he bought this little Elmo and apologises to show his sincerity
So I took a picture of him and asked him to give a sorry face
Yes I'm childish but I just love to see how much effort he will make
Only he will entertain my nonsense <3

End of UT3, waiting for graduation!
Putting a full stop in my poly life
Now is like the next chapter of life
And so, I found myself a job that sponsor me for another Diploma
Entering education industry for work may be a good thing I suppose
Handling mischievous pre-schooler is way better than handling nasty customer right?
I hope my passion for children will last and keep me going to pursue a higher level and get a degree
In a month time, I’m going to start schooling again for my Diploma in Early Childhood
18 months to endure and I must pass the IELTS with minimum band score of 6.5
Need motivation to work extra hard

Its Valentine’s Day again. Well, just another day.
2nd year having fatboy with me on Valentine’s day
Work hard together for our final UT3 and attend UT client together is not bored, but felt blessed
Hope our effort is paid off



This is done by Fatboy
He is talented with such things and ideas
Make me reminisce the time when we first talked to each other and how it started
So I'm glad that I'm not-so-smart because this give him a chance to teach me and impress me



This boy who doesn't work and have any income still bought me something :')

Counting down, 3 more lessons and goodbye RP!!!
Today is the last lesson of Hospitality module
Out of the 4 module this semester, this module is the best
I like the module, I like the Faci (Kimberly Wee), and I like the people in my class
Pictures are memories :)

礼轻,情意重
The one that stood by me throughout
Is not about how expensive the gift is,
Is about the presence and effort.
Happy 22nd Donna, my aquarius friend that know me well <3

It’s my 20th birthday, it’s also 1 year anniversary with Fatboy
And so, I wake up with another surprise
First surprise was the cake which I always want him to do to see how talented is he in decorating a cake
Second surprise was the photoframe, it’s a surprise because I know he is the kind of guy that will not do this kind of girly things
Third surprise was the present, which I like it very much :')

















Thanks for everything!
My boyfriend is the best
Ya, I know and I always say he’s the best but I still scold him everyday
Hahaha. But he knows I don’t mean it, so I’m forgiven right?
Heeheehee. Okay, I will cherish my boyfriend. He’s a keeper.

When the clock strike 12, received call from my best friend Donna
Followed by knock on the door, to think it is my brother
When I opened the door, All I see is my friends holding a cake and sing me birthday song
I was like “AWWW, OMGG, AHHH WO HEN CUI, DENG YI XIA, BU YAO PAI WO…”
Hehehehehe, these are all the unexpected that make it memorable
I will remember this for life
I was touched by every one of them who came at this hour just to give me the best surprise
I really got the best bunch of friend, 最佳poly朋友奖
Thank you Donna, Zijian, Zixin, Jiajia, Eewern, Clarice, Winson & YikeeTing
Not forgetting those give me Angbao and those who sent me text and wished me, a text means a lot to me
Thank you Yipeng, Eileengoh, Lynn YQL, Thomas, Michelle, Germaine, Cheryl...

It’s the last day of 2011
All I can say is I’m contented and I consider it to be an awesome year
Last semester in poly and I’m glad that I do the best in this semester throughout my 3 years in RP
I’m ashamed to say that I’ve never scored an A in my UT throughout these 3 years
But I’m glad to say I achieve my first B+ for UT in my last semester
Hahaha. I have to admit that I have lousy UT grade
But oh well, I’m used to it
At least my hard work and contribution in class is paid off
I hope I graduate in April, that’s my greatest wish in 2012

2011 is awesome. Why?
Because I manage to pass my exam
Because I have a bunch of friends that stand by me esp my canoe clique
Because I manage to find job when I needed money the most
Because my family is safe
Because my boyfriend is the best
What else to ask for? What’s more to complain?

I got my ups and down this year and I’m glad I get through it
I hope 2012 will be as peaceful as 2011

Been 6 months since I last blog
Its December and 2011 coming to an end
Hmm, what have I gone through this past 6 months?
Actually time flies till everything just zoom past and I could hardly recall

From quit canoe and left Bakerzin
Then joined Baskin Robbins and left after few months
And now join Body shop.
Work life has been boring, tiring and unhappy?
Exactly 6 more weeks and bide goodbye to RP (Hopefully I will graduate)
3 year of poly life pass damn fast
I remember I just complain that it’s so sick to start with problem 1 (week 1)Now in a blink is like week 9

Can’t wait to graduate, yet I’m afraid that I might not have a goal by then
Turning 20 in a month time, bet time will speed up even faster

And me and Fat boyfriend going 1 year soon
From stranger to classmate to friend to now
From shy to comfortable to now (Bu ke qi le)
If I'm able to graduate, my boufriend plays a part
If I didn't make it... we shall see

Shall post some pictures that is taken for the past 6 months ...
*Busy life and 6 months of me enjoying only a few (Pictures shows)
Sigh, a life of a year 3 student
Now all I face is work, fyp, school.

It’s my Ye Wei Jie turning 21st
Although plan don’t go as planned, but at least I manage to surprise him
I love my boyfriend