there is a little truth
behind every "just kidding"
a little emotion
behind every "i don't care"
a purpose
behind every "never mind"
and a little heartache
behind every "i'm okay"

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just what the hell is happening to me?
making my life so miserable when i can choose not to
seriously fuck my life
happy moment don't last long for me
i disappoint the people around me
disappoint all the ones who love me
didn't expect that i'm the one who want to go for a drink
first time drinking
WOW
feeling sucks
people drink to enjoy
i drink to numb myself
WTH, WTF, just what the...
just why am i crying here when you are feeling nothing there

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